Really long post but because I haven't posted in awhile :D

Yay I made some new friends!! Haha...their names are Jason and Jeff. They live really close to me and their really nice. I like them allot, their funny and my friend Elizabeth says that she thinks they like me :) Today I went over to Jason's house and watched him and his dad fix up this cool little motercycle...they have LOTS of bikes. Jason really likes Jesse the guinea pig. And Jesse likes him too LOL. Then Jeff came over (gosh I really want him to teach me to skatebourd) and we went to this little boy's house named Jesse and he LOVES Kyoko, his family liked the guinea pigs. I feel so much more happy now that I have some friends, and I don't feel guilty about not going to high school. But I still have been having anxiety at night and it bothers me allot. But since I've been watching House and also Law and Order at night it's been distracting me so I won't feel bad. And that helps allot. Geez I don't know what else to write about. There's allot that's been going on but whenever I get to the computer I loose all that I was about to say and it's so annoying. And have any of you seen the commercial for The Haunting in Conneticut? I know I shouldn't watch scary movies because it kicks up my anxiety but that movie looks really good. And really scary LOL. I also really want to see The Other Boleyn Girl but it has lots of unnessisary sexual stuff in it and they twist the whole story about the Boleyn's around. I know ALL about the Boleyn's and King Henry VIII...ya and you can go ahead and call me a geek for being obsessed with the kings and queens back then but I don't really care. :) Anyways...well I'm grounded because I jumped on my friends trampoline and my parents say that that if I ever jump on a trampoline only two people can be on it. And that's a stupid rule. If I get hurt it should be my own problem.





Ya those are my fav icons aren't they cute? I know their all depressing and stuff but I really like them more then the happy ones. O gosh I have to show you guys the lyrics to This is Halloween from The Nightmare Before Christmas, it's so COOOOOOOOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Boys and girls of every age Wouldn't you like to see something strange? Come with us and you will see This, our town of Halloween This is Halloween, this is Halloween Pumpkins scream in the dead of night This is Halloween, everybody make a scene Trick or treat till the neighbours gonna die of fright It's our town, everybody scream In this town of Halloween! I am the one hiding under your bed Teeth ground sharp and eyes glowing red! I am the one hiding under your stairs, Fingers like snakes and spiders in my hair...This is Halloween, this is Halloween Halloween! Halloween! Halloween! Halloween! In this town we call home Everyone hail to the pumpkin song. In this town, don't we love it now? Everybody's waiting for the next surprise. Round that corner, man hiding in the trash can Something's waiting now to pounce, and how you'll scream! Scream! This is Halloween! Red 'n' black, slimy green! Aren't you scared? Well, that's just fine. Say it once, say it twice, Take the chance and roll the dice, Ride with the moon in the dead of night! Everybody scream, everybody scream!! In our town of Halloween! I am the clown with the tear-away face, Here in a flash and gone without a trace. I am the "who" when you call, "Who's there?" I am the wind blowing through your hair. I am the shadow on the moon at night Filling your dreams to the brim with fright...This is Halloween, this is Halloween Halloween! Halloween! Halloween! Halloween! Halloween! Halloween! Tender lumplings everywhere, Life's no fun without a good scare. That's our job, but we're not mean in our town of Halloween. In this town, Don't we love it now? Everyone's waiting for the next surprise! Skeleton jack might catch you in the back, And scream like a banshee, Make you jump out of your skin!This is Halloween, everyone scream! Won't ya please make way for a very special guy? Our man jack is king of the pumpkin patch, Everyone hail to the Pumpkin King now This is Halloween, this is Halloween Halloween! Halloween! Halloween! Halloween! In this town we call home Everyone hail to the pumpkin song EVERYONE La la-la la, Halloween! Halloween! (etc.)

Cool right?

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"Wet Pants" The Cutest Little Story Ever...

"Wet Pants"

LOL got it from another blog.

Come with me to a third grade classroom... ..There is a nine-year-old kid sitting at his desk and all of a sudden,there is a puddle between his feet and the front of his pants are wet. He thinks his heart is going to stop because he cannot possibly imagine how this has happened. It's never happened before, and he knows that when the boys find out he will never hear the end of it..When the girls find out, they'll never speak to him again as long as he lives.The boy believes his heart is going to stop; he puts his head down and prays this prayer, "Dear God, this is an emergency! I need help now! Five minutes from now I'm dead meat."He looks up from his prayer and here comes the teacher with a look in her eyes that says he has been discovered. As the teacher is walking toward him, a classmate named Susie is carrying a goldfish bowl that is filled with water. Susie trips in front of the teacher and inexplicably dumps the bowl of water in the boy's lap.The boy pretends to be angry, but all the while is saying to himself,"Thank you, Lord! Thank you, Lord!" Now all of a sudden, instead of being the object of ridicule, the boy is the object of sympathy. The teacher rushes him downstairs and gives him gym shorts to put on while his pants dry out.All the other children are on their hands and knees cleaning up around his desk. The sympathy is wonderful. But as life would have it, the ridicule that should have been his has been transferred to someone else -Susie. She tries to help, but they tell her to get out. "You've done enough, you klutz! " Finally, at the end of the day, as they are waiting for the bus, the boy walks over to Susie and whispers, "You did that on purpose, didn't you?"Susie whispers back, "I wet my pants once too."May God help us see the opportunities that are always around us to do good. Each and everyone one of us are going through tough times right now, but God is getting ready to bless you in a way that only He can. Keep the faith."When God Answers your Prayer He is increasing your Faith, When He delays, He is increasing your Patience,When He Don't Give U Anything, He has Something BETTER"

Lol cute isn't it? Well I didn't have much to say for a post because nothing much has happened. So I just decided to put this on here instead of a regular post. But me and my family went to Kentucky :) Kinda boring there tho.

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The Donut Man Will Come And Get All Of You Pie Lovers

This week has been much better, but I've still had a hard time with my depression. And you know how I told you guys how I've been gaining allot of weight? Well I think that's because of all the stress. Also at Church we did this little survey thing where the teacher asked you questions about your life, and how much stress and noise is in it, and I scored 85 which was the highest in the class. LOL There is NO silence, non-stop worrying and just so much NOISE!! One of the questions was do you wake up in the middle of the night worrying, and I was the only one who answered yes. That was probably one of the most touching and honest Sunday school classes I've ever had. Everyone now knows that I have depression and anxiety issues and that I have a therapist, and I didn't really want them to know that, but when I was talking it just all spilled out. Everyone was so silent and I got a few hugs and pats on the back. I don't like it that they feel sorry for me. It makes me feel pathetic and just like a baby. UGH THEY FELT SORRY FOR ME!!! I HATE that so much. Now they'll be treating me differently. They may treat me nicer but still....LOL I went to youth group tonight and we played broom ball. I said hi to everyone in the ice skating rink!! Some of my friends helped me. You know how I told you about Brock? Well he's supposed to email me...also when we where in the bus it made me think of school...you know before I was home schooled. I've been thinking about maybe I DO want to go to high school but I'm not sure. I just think that everyone should get a shot at high school because that's one of the biggest times in your life. I can't make up my mind. And my friend Aly is so sad that I probably won't go to high school, because her friends are all going to East high school and she's going to North. Only her friend Ashley is going to North and their not really that close. I wish I could be there for her so badly, I know how she feels, being alone. But she isn't really, all the guys like her, she's had like 15 boyfriends the past two years, and I've NEVER had a true boyfriend that actually cared for me. She had her freaking first kiss. I know I'm a little jealous, but most people would be. Haha I'm holding Kyoko she's sitting on my arm. I helped cleaned out my friend garage and also I spent the night at her house. It was so fun!!! WE were watching TV and this guy on there got mad at this other guy and he started screaming and he made this really funny face he LOOKED LIKE A CHICKEN MAN LOL LOL LOL!!!!!!!!! Now we bring up the chicken man whenever we need to make each other laugh. When we where cleaning out the garage though, she kept on pulling out stuff and kept on asking me if I wanted it, so I ended up keeping some lotion and body gel, some make up and some clothes. LOL she was basically shoving the things in my arms begging me to keep it. Her sister also gave me a purse. It's so pretty. Wow this was a long post...GOODBYE!!!
Also go to my Imeem page: http://www.imeem.com/people/PEhKu7Z

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♥!!!~♥•My 50th Post!!!!!!•♥~!!!♥

My sister got eye surgery. Wow, um that was straightforward but...anyways, she's better now. Now you might be wondering how my depression has been. Or you might be screaming at the computer because you DON'T want me to tell you, but I think I might tell you anyway. It's been Ok, but I've been having some anxiety attacks at night. Last night I didn't get to sleep until 6:30 in the morning!!!!! Maybe that's because I slept almost the whole day and I wasn't tired. But I was tired I just couldn't fall asleep. I don't really know what to talk about...I did know what to talk about but then when I sat down at the computer, I forgot all that I was going to say. Ugh my dad is being so annoying, he keeps on trying to see what I'm typing. The only person I feel comfortable with read my posts in this family is my mom and that's it. Oh ya and this is my 50th post!!! YAY YAY YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That's allot of posts, I feel so professional!! Oh I think my mom is getting up, she's been sleeping. We've all been fighting colds. I've had a really bad cold and I'm still fighting it so I don't think I'll be going to youth group tonight. Also....ummmmmmm......haha my bra has been getting tighter. YAY I'M FINALLY GROWING THOUGH YOU PROBABLY DON'T WANT TO KNOW THAT HAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Like it's getting REALLY tight. Ok I wanna talk about guinea pigs. As you all know I have two guinea pigs named Kyoko and Jesse (short for Jessanah) and I love them so much! They have a floor time cage and I connected it to the cage my dad made (AND I HATE IT IT'S TOO SMALL!!!!) and they love it. But I took it apart because i made the floor all messy. Ewww. Why do the piggies have to poop so much!!?? My mom thinks its gross...it kinda is, but still EVERYONE has to poop...ok I'm grossing you out, right? First bra's, now poop? I'm sorry, I really am.
Oh ya!!! But here's a list of some more crazy things I've done!!! COMPARE: HAVE YOU DONE THESE THINGS????
Have you stayed awake the whole night until you saw the sun come up? (Yes) No
Have you watched six straight hours of TV? (New record!!) (Yes) No
Have you watched a movie three times in one day? (Yes) No
Have you watched an open-heart surgery on TV? (Yes) No
Have you ever punched your dad? (I'm not proud of this) (Yes) No
Have you ever fallen in the toilet? (Yes) No
Have you ever accidentally pushed your brother in the toilet? (Yes) No
Have you ever written a 41 page story on Microsoft word? (Yes) No
OK!!!!! My hands hurt. :D
Bye!!

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