Wednesday, February 4, 2009

I'm angry and depressed I really want to push someone over a cliff and I want chocolate!!

Hmm...today...has been OK but not really. I hate PMSing, I'm very dangerous. I almost killed Jesse, my imaginary boyfriend last night. I want to bite something. Now don't worry all you guys, I won't describe my PMS symptoms so...I don't know what to talk about. I think I'm gonna write a horror story after I finish up See-It-Believe-It-Consequences. I think I'm gonna call it When Life Gives You Lemons...You Make...Grape Juice? LOL I know it's lame. OK...do you guys ever feel like someone is calling you and they probably aren't? I keep on hearing this woman's voice calling my name. Her voice is so soothing and soft but it's making me kinda scared. Do you think maybe my birth mom? Maybe she IS in Heaven and is calling me from the above. HAHAHA that sounded weird. But anyway...I've been praying like crazy for her, and I love her so much even though I barely know her. But I'm sure when I find her she'll love me too. Maybe. Have any of you ever read Romeo and Juliet? (Sorry I change the subject so much...) It's so hard to read. I don't even know what the heck their talking about. But I have a feeling it has something to do with pancakes (:D JK) ......I'm so bored...can you die from boredom? Like maybe you can have a seizure or something...I don't know...HAHAHA MY TEETH FEEL MINTY FRESH!!!!! Sorry for that random outburst I love mint though. Bubble Gum toothpaste tastes bad...maybe it's cause that's the only kind I used when In was a kid, I don't know. Oh, I know I'm boring you I must be LOL I'm so bored I'm starting something about toothpaste. I hate the dentist. I don;t mean the person who does my teeth, I just don't like toothpaste or anything that's gross like that. I have severe phobia of going to the dentist, I hyperventilate in the van. I have to go like 2 times a year it's so stupid. I NEVER WANT TO GO!!!! I want to barf when I get inside cause I hate the smell of the dentists. They smell like camels. I've smelled a camel before...I've also smalled a horse...and you don't want to smell a guinea pig when it's constipated or when it has diariah. Ewwww. Hye and do any of you like My Chemical Romance? Their a little disgusting and they cuss allot but some of their songs are fine...What's the point of cussing anyway? It's so stupid, it doesn't mean anything, it's just a crude word. I have no right to really speak about not cussing, because I do it allot when I'm in my room. I'm so thankful that it doesn't slip out when I'm out of my room. I don't know what started my cussing, maybe it's just a thing about growing up, but I don't like it. My mind scolds me whenever I cuss and I feel guilty. Kinda weird, huh? Especially when other people have no problem with cussing. I'm not criticizing anyone who does, but still...and don't you just hate people who cuss in every single sentence they use? It's so annoying. Their just faker's.I'm hungry.Bye!

5 Comments:

Blogger mrs.cullen said...

heehee, i hate the dentist as well, probably not as much as you but still alot. My Chemical Romance is pretty amazing i think, i went to one of their concerts and they r pretty good live as well

xoxo
mrs. cullen

February 4, 2009 at 5:11 PM  
Blogger Emj13 said...

Hey, I hope you start feeling better. PMSing is no fun. You'll probably feel better after that's all over. I get really sad and depressed, but when it's over I normally feel a lot better. I'm praying and you can email me if you want.

Emj

February 5, 2009 at 5:03 AM  
Blogger mrs.cullen said...

wow thanx tho i never cried over him but i reallie like him but i think im over it already, i mean iwanthim to be happy with his gf, and he doesnt even noe i like him so its kinda a lost cause, thanx for following my blog <3 U ROCK lmao

xoxo
mrs. cullen

February 5, 2009 at 1:56 PM  
Blogger not emo just misunderstood said...

umm do i know u

February 5, 2009 at 2:22 PM  
Blogger James said...

I hate when people swear every sentence. This is how I feel about swearing. Ok, if i say poop, then nobody cares. Crap, a few people care. Shiet, and a lot of people care. Yet they all mean the same thing, that brown stuff that comes out of your bum. So, why has the English language put this term on a word if they all mean the same thing? Because the word that has been outlawed has more power. I don't swear every sentence, but I am not exactly the most clean mouthed person ever. The only reason that word is there, is to have an emphasis on how you feel, or to use the power of the word. And, dentists can be scary. And p.m.s. too much info. ;) always here to talk. O, one last thing. I find your amazing powerful faith, in religion, great.

February 5, 2009 at 7:57 PM  

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